Today Is Gloomy, But At Least My Tights Are Clean.

Things That Have Really Pissed Me Off Today:

- Wet socks.

- The fact that our kitchen only stays clean for half an hour.

- Not being text back.

- People not answering their phones.

- People updating their facebook status', but ignoring my messages.

- The fact that you STILL owe me a grand, and you STILL can't be bothered to get your stuff.

- The fact that you possibly have our good can opener.

- You won't answer your phone.

- Frustrating, useless conversations.

- Staying in for no reason.

Blah.

I'm going to take my Holga and possibly my 35mm out tomorrow in London, and this makes me happy.

- Dagger.

So Go! Try...

back home again....

for some reason i always expect things to have changed in this town

and it always disappoints me somehow

even though i know it will be the same

and in some crazy way i find that comforting

lady of the house of love

Things That Should Not Happen When You're Not A Teenager:

- Unrequited love.

- Being told by your parents you'll never amount to anything without them.

- Being told by your parents to tidy your room.

- Being told by your parents to shut up and sit down.

Today has been awful.

I feel useless, and loveless.

I don't understand how relationships are supposed to work?

- Dagger.

- Dagger.

Saturday:

- Getting up early.
- Bears.
- Stopping for food after two minutes.
- Bowling For Soup.
- Major Tom.
- Couples.
- The sea.
- Missing the American one.
- Getting pebbles in my shoe.
- Very big seagulls.
- High street.
- Chinese.
- Tupperware boxes.
- Cameras.
- Rainbow bunting.
- Vegan marshmallows.
- Traffic.
- Rain.
- Cider.
- Vegetarian spring rolls and cream slices.
- Duvets and borrowing AC/DC t-shirts.
- Missing not drinking.
- Mean, drunken things.
- Sick.
- Being told not shaving my legs is okay at a festival, but repulsive in a bedroom in hackney.
- Spooning.
- Snoring.

Sunday so far has consisted of being made cups of tea, Billy Idol, apologies and soup.

- Dagger.

Yesterday:

- Kissing.
- Pretty skirts.
- Train stations, train tickets.
- Pret.
- The Northern Line.
- Subway.
- Sitting on the steps of a theatre.
- Waterloo.
- Tongues.
- Following signs.
- Pigeons and brick walls.
- Tanks.
- Trenches.
- Knowing about the Berlin Wall.
- Pizza.
- Unicycles and chainsaws.
- Avenue Q.
- Sleeping on the train on the way home.

- Dagger.

Only Skin

" I wish i could change my sex as often as i change my shirt"
-Andre Breton

lady of the house of love