last night i played the role of 'the girl that cries in the kebab shop'
today i am playing the role of 'the pretentious looking art student who only wears black and pretends not to be hung over'
lady of the house of love
Thursday, 10 February 2011
Wednesday, 9 February 2011
I Know That You Know What I Mean
"I DO is an active state. it's a positive affirmation. I am in control, and i move forward towards a goal or a wish or a desire. there is no fear. in terms of a relationship, things are fine and peaceful. i am the good mother. i am generous and caring- the giver, the provider. it is the 'i love you' no matter what.
THE UNDO is the unravelling. the torment that things are not right and the anxiety of not knowing what to do. there can be total destruction in an attempt to find an answer, and there can be terrific violence that decends into depression. one is immobile in the wake of fear. it is the view from the bottom of the well. in terms of relationship to others, it's a total rejection and destruction. it is the return of the repressed. i take things away. i smash things, relations are broken. i am the bad mother. it is the disappearance of the love object. the guilt leads to a deep despair and passivity. one retreats into ones lair to stragtegize, recover and regroup.
THE REDO means a solution is found to the problem. it may not be the final answer, but there is an attempt to go forward. you get terms of relationships to others, the reparation and reconciliation has been achieved. things are back to normal. there is love and hope again. " - Bourgeois
lady of the house of love
THE UNDO is the unravelling. the torment that things are not right and the anxiety of not knowing what to do. there can be total destruction in an attempt to find an answer, and there can be terrific violence that decends into depression. one is immobile in the wake of fear. it is the view from the bottom of the well. in terms of relationship to others, it's a total rejection and destruction. it is the return of the repressed. i take things away. i smash things, relations are broken. i am the bad mother. it is the disappearance of the love object. the guilt leads to a deep despair and passivity. one retreats into ones lair to stragtegize, recover and regroup.
THE REDO means a solution is found to the problem. it may not be the final answer, but there is an attempt to go forward. you get terms of relationships to others, the reparation and reconciliation has been achieved. things are back to normal. there is love and hope again. " - Bourgeois
lady of the house of love
Tuesday, 8 February 2011
In The Morning I Am Waking And I'm Wondering Why Its Me That Ended Up Like This
my pen pot just fell over on my desk and a note fell out of it
it says-
"i love you lots..."
how. sad.
lady of the house of love
it says-
"i love you lots..."
how. sad.
lady of the house of love
Monday, 7 February 2011
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