I Must Above All Things Love Myself

i probably shouldn't have had that pint at lunch

i need to pack and tidy and do my washing but now i want a nap

and i got caught in the rain

but my will and grace dvds came today so its all good

lady of the house of love

Battle

my dear reader,

i know it's rare for me to post so close to each other but i'm afraid i have a small rant to share with you.

last week i promised i would take my younger sister swimming so today we went shopping to find me a bikini because, the last time i went swimming was about 5 years ago...anyway...

i very foolishly thought it would be easy to find one i liked but sadly we were running around town for 3 hours!

and all i found was either swim suits that make me look like an old woman or a porn star.... also as a size 12 girl i do not appreciate bikini tops that only just cover your nipples and let your boobs escape at the sides!

being as i am actually swimming with my 10 year old sister its quite important that my chest stay in place... if i was sun bathing i don't think it would be such an issue

now i don't like to think of myself as a 'big' girl but i would like to at least find some semi decent swim wear that actually holds my boobs in.

i feel i should make it my mission to actually design some nice swim wear but i don't think i could actually bring myself to do it in case i myself come up with something totally horrific.

we even looked in the sports shops... yes that's right folks i went into a sport shop.... they were all done my gold digga etc and all made for girls in hip hop music videos that just make me cringe!

in the end i had to settle with this:

now it could be worse... and it does show off both my inks rather well but its hadly perfect is it? and the bottoms are 2 sizes too big because thats all they had so please pray to the fashion god for me that they don't fall down when i get out of the pool.

on another sad note... saw harry potter and the half blood prince... let down... what a surprise

on a brighter note today i bought the sound of music on dvd for £3! i also got mary poppins and sleeping beauty... i know what i shall be doing tomorrow...

good night dear reader

lady of the house of love

XxX