Follow The Sound

this morning it was actually proved to me that my boobs are in fact bigger than my bum

this might be why i fall over a lot

lady of the house of love

And You See Me Stepping Out In The Morning Looking Nice, With A Ribbon In My Hair.

I've always said I feel a bit left out not having been brought up with a strong sense of culture and tradition.
But I've come to realise I've found my own culture to belong to. Everytime I shave my head, every time I lace up my DMs, every coloured needle I've had peirce my skin, every piece of metal through my flesh is part of a tradition seeped in history. I am very proud of who I am, and I am very proud of the people who came before me.

-Dagger.

You're Flithy And I'm Gorgeous!

last night = hilarious

lady of the house of love

...

- Dagger.

I Know What I've Seen

so today is my birthday-i have been alive for exactly two decades

i quite possibly received the best birthday card ever... it contained a mixture of things but this is how it began:

"if you feel convinced by what you have read (no!) and want to become a follower of Jesus why not speak to god now? you could say:

lord god, i've been living my life without you.

thank you for sending vodka, i am still alive today. please give me more spirits to help me live for longer and get served many pints

amen"

it ended with:

"i know its your birthday but i still haven't forgotten about my pony"

i have a weekend of extreme drunkenness planned starting tonight... i'm excited but a little scared of becoming a fully functioning member of society

but at least we are official official

now i am off to tweeze my eyebrows and colour my hair

lady of the house of love

You Don't Need Disease

today i discovered the CRAZIEST corridors in my ENTIRE uni

apparently in our 'health and life science' building they have to colour code the floors so as not to confuse the science geeks

here is a nice red floor... i felt at home here

and directly above it a green floor... nice and christmasy

fucked with my head a little i can tell you my dears.

tomorrow is my birthday and Decanter is making me breakfast... it shall be wonderful

lady of the house of love

If I was PM sanitary towels and tampons would be free.

- Dagger.

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Oscar Wilde himself once said “biography lends to death a new terror”, so I’ll try and keep this as brief and entertaining as possible. Talking of Mr. Wilde, I saw ‘The Importance of Being Earnest’ when I was about eight at my local theatre, I found the whole situation terribly amusing and immediately wanted to change my name to Bunbury. I was a slightly odd child.

My first ever memory is of racing my sister towards an oak tree, falling and crying, I was clearly destined for a life of failure, emotional pain and a deep seated hatred for any form of running. Despite all this, I had quite a pleasant childhood, there always seemed to be an abundance of picnics, airplanes and ice cream. I didn’t learn to swim until I was eighteen, and I still can’t ride a bike, but I have many happy memories of waddling around a beach in an orange swimsuit eating cocktail sausages.

That’s clearly all very idealised, truthfully I don’t remember much about anything that happened before about five minutes ago. I know I wet myself once in class and I know I was very excited about getting a uniform just like my sister. Apparently I went to America once too, but this I don’t recall in the slightest, and I still haven’t completely discounted the fact that my parents might actually be lying about this just to make my childhood sound vaguely exciting.

- Dagger.

Devil In A Black Dress

tonight i look like a dirty goth

but my god do i feel amazing

lady of the house of love

I Told You I Loved You Every Time I Fucked You.

Today I Realised:
- My mother is inevitably right about the whole 'shoes vs weather' situation.
- I let on exactly how East London I am when I say the word 'Bagel'.
- Further more, where ever I walk in East London I end up in Brick Lane.
- Trains actually really bore me.
- I enjoy 'Bad Manners' more than is really neccesary.
- I'm actually okay taking about it.
- My fourteen year old self would probably think I'm really cool.
- My mother told me the people who do not accet my sexuality are not worth my time. She is unbelievably right about this.
- I really like sushi.
- You had time to call me when you thought you stood a chance at fucking me.
- I really, really, really want to be your girlfriend.

- Dagger.

You DID Look Like Boy George!

conversation between lady and Dagger:

D-i'm happy!
L-i'm glad you're happy
D-i'm glad you're happy
L-well its about bloody time we were happy

lady of the house of love

It Is That Deep Spiritual Affection That Is As Pure As It Is Perfect.

I ever so briefly lived in the same century as this man and this fact makes me very very happy.

-Dagger.

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-Dagger.

Oh Shit!...You're Like Naked

lady of the house of love

I Could Draw A Heart Around Your Faces!

love+vodka=lady+decanter

lady of the house of love

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- Dagger.

My webcam apparently likes to take pictures of me without telling me.

-Dagger.

Awake My Soul

...because i am waiting for my girl to return to me

lady of the house of love

...

- Dagger.

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Have some poetry:

Outside the train station, summer, kissing the devine boy.
He had dirty hair, he started pulling my dreadlocks.
I watched him stand on the bridge.
He didn't exactly hate me, but I hated his family.
We chatted about why we fucked off in London, I was getting really cross.
I kept my rings from before I was sick.

- Dagger.

White Blank Page

i have had 4 hours sleep
why oh why must i always leave everything to the last minute?
but i handed in everything on time and i even received a compliment

next 2 weeks = group project
because we were talking about this-
i wish all my silver ware hovered above the floor like this -not that i own silver ware but you get the idea

...and after my hand in i can even spend an evening with Decanter and not make 'twisty noises' about not doing work

lady of the house of love

"If I was gay, there’d be no closet. You’d never see the closet I came out of. Why? I would have burned it for kindling by the time I was twelve! Because I know, with all certainty in my mind, there’s nothing wrong with being gay and you know it! And there’s nothing wrong with being into chicks if you’re a girl. And there’s nothing wrong with being into all of it…. How awesome would it be to be bisexual? To just walk into a room and go ‘MMMM, ALRIGHT!!!!’" -- Henry Rollins

- Dagger.

I'm afraid and I'm nervous and I'm alone and I'm happy.

-Dagger.

Friday I'm In Love

happy valentines everyone

lady of the house of love

XxX

25

Playing Fashion, Winter 2010

Alina Lebedeva

'She can control your dreams'

'The Sue'

Two Sugars Please

Alice in Wonderland (1966)

This version was barking in a psychedelic way...

A distraction from the Disney version.

Two Sugars Please

So.

"It's Friday night and we're sitting in the dark google imaging Jeremy Kyle in casual wear.
Could our lives get any better?"

Today was a bad bad bad day.

-Dagger

Long Live The Queen

this has been a sad day

you will of course be greatly missed

lady of the house of love

Today Was Awful.

I am still in shock.

I don't have anything to say that hasn't alreday been said, but my thoughts are with Lee's family and friends.

- Dagger.

A Boy Like Me

i think i would really enjoy being married to you

lady of the house of love

i have kept everything deep within in this little glass box and no you cannot get to close because its fragile. if it is broken someone will bleed and its most likely to be me. to be like a child again…being willing to share my favourite toy so both of us can be happy.

two sugars please.

'The sun was shining-' Tweedledee

Back to reading Lewis Carroll's Alice in Wonderland & Through The Looking Glass. Oh, what joy knowing that Siméon handed it to me as I was about to pay for another book. How I Love the ginger dreaded man!

Enjoying the pleasures of being a child again loving without a fear. ♥

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Proof I actually do work.

- Dagger.

The City Called Me So I Came

today in the city i fell in love with every person who gave me the tiniest bit of eye contact

then i walked around the tate britain for 2 and a half hours, dodging a school trip of french teenagers shouting and i contemplated life. i ended up opposite Ophelia again and Chatterton

pre raphaelite art makes me feel calm

and then a banana exploded in my bag

lady of the house of love

Today

Today is a day for not wanting to wear clothes.

Today is a day for things being how they used to be.

Today is a day for creativity.

Today is a day for good ideas.

Today is a day for trying to explain what brogues look like.

Today is good.

- Dagger.

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I thoroughly enjoying The September Issue.
Let's go to Paris and eat tart in the Ritz.

I've just realised I have the fingers of a 90 year old.

-Dagger.

Home As A Romanticized Concept

today it took me 5 hours to get home

and then i realised that this town makes me feel claustrophobic

and everything smells like its burning


and with no one home when i turned up i put on the tv and i cried hysterically at greys anatomy

lady of the house of love

Today Is A Day For Coming Out.

- Dagger.

Today Was A Really Really Bad Hair Day.

- Dagger.

Hash Sign.

I came home to baked goods today. I enjoy my flatmate.

Is it appropriate to read erotica casually?
I really want to feel giddy again but I just feel achey in my lower back.
Everytime you mention her name I want to scratch my eyes out.

- Dagger.

I Need Your Heart Cos Mine Is Broken

10 days til valentines

lady of the house of love

It fucking hurts.
In my heart and the back of my eyes.

- Dagger.

I'm Not That Cool I Don't Wear Jeans.

- Dagger.

It Makes None...

wednesday evening...
vodka
photocopies
amazingly life changing mash potato
coughing fits
hair cuts
rainy evenings
lost rail cards
curly hair
hearts drawn in red pen
and marks and spencer's grapes

lady, De Canter and Cosmic

Your Dis-Interest Came As A Suprise.

Wow I have not blogged in ages.

-Dagger.

I Don't Know What It Looks Like

today, as you may have noticed is the first of feb... it is now officially 24 days til my birthday

i spent my entire morning in the hospital with an injured friend...

why do all hospitals look and smell exactly the same?

and why are they all so oppressive from the outside?

doesn't seem to be the ideal place to go when you are feeling unwell if you ask me

but then again i normally avoid doctors at all costs.

so i spent another day doing absolutely nothing and i don't even care... and this fact worries me rather alot

but on a brighter note, i found the perfect image for my birthday tattoo

any whom i'm off to make some soup because i'm far to lazy to make anything else

lady of the house of love