Monday 25 April 2011

my mother basically just told me that i would grow old alone, take up bell ringing and have 100s of cats.
thanks for having my back mum.

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Monday 18 April 2011

It Gets In My Head

today has been horrific... last night my mac book broke and i spent 4 hours in the apple store today... and now ive been waiting for 3 hours for my files to transfer so i can actually do some work

f.m.l

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Saturday 16 April 2011

Cold Cold Ground

procrastination will be the death of me

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Saturday 9 April 2011

Okay...Hit It

 i'm sorry blogger but i have joined tumblr... to see all my new ramblings see below


http://theladyofthehouseoflove.tumblr.com/

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Thursday 7 April 2011

Are You Willing?

some wisdom i shared this week:
"if i can do it by myself in 30 seconds why on earth would i want to spend an hour doing it with somebody else?!"

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Wednesday 6 April 2011

A Heavy Heart To Carry

"i always wanted to be an angel but i only ever got sheep number 2 or something...i don't think i've ever gotten over this"

i feel this says alot about my adult life in general


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Saturday 2 April 2011

Friday 1 April 2011

today is a dark,dark day

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Thursday 31 March 2011

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Wednesday 30 March 2011

Happy Without You

i now fully remember why i love this man

-time of my life

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Tuesday 29 March 2011

What Fear Do You Depend?

seeing the beautiful Patrick Wolf this evening with the fabulous bean... i'm actually really excited, i can feel my 14 year old self rummaging for for some glitter in my soul already!

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Sunday 27 March 2011

Friday 25 March 2011

I Haven't Slept For Two Days


 i think i have just fallen in love...

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Thursday 24 March 2011

I Only Want To Make You Smile

i think its time i had a nice little ramble about my day because i haven't had one for quite a while and i had a very interesting day yesterday...

so i went to London...

treated myself to a latte and muffin...hmmm saw a woman on the platform who looked exactly like Helen Miren... text XX about it... may or may not have been told i was attractive... i can't quite tell.

had a very successful morning of fabric shopping... which included a little flirting for samples...treated myself to a fancy sandwich and a pot of tea as reward.

saw the yohji yamamoto exhibtion... felt inspired... sat in the sun with my book to kill some time- now this is when it gets interesting:
"hi there" (in a thick american accent)
i look up to find a check shirt wearing man standing above with a rather cheeky smile on his face:
"im in London for a few days and i was wondering if you could recommend me any cool places to hang out because i thought that you looked pretty cool and might be able to suggest somewhere i can go tonight"
...so then after this i spent 2 hours walking and talking with this man about varying things including: fashion,art, ceramics, drug dealers, fetish parties, tattoos,  LA, London, white trash and beer.
it was refreshing and at the same time slightly odd.

then saw an awesome gig
discovered that i possibly have alcoholic tendencies in that i can't go a week without a drink
failed miserably at trying to sleep on the train
got told i sucked by XX
shared a taxi with 3 random women
collapsed in bed

and i have spent today being productive in the studio... and now i am going to fall into bed because i am quite literally dead on my feet

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- Dagger. 

Tuesday 22 March 2011

Supposing That You Won't Sleep Tonight

i am really considering making my own versions of these to give to the elusive hotties i may find out and about

and i've got a really sore finger but still... London tomorrow

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Monday 21 March 2011

I Have A Life Of My Own Now And Nothing Compares

"Work is an essential part of being alive. Your work is your identity"
-Kay Stepkin

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Post Break Up Sex

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Sunday 20 March 2011

The Water Runs Sweet And Clear

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I have not posted here in ages. Reasons for this:
- I have been ill in a "I can't really move my head" sort of way.
- I have been ill in a "I need to have lots of blood tests and sticks shoved into my womb" sort of way.
- I am rarely aware of where my USB keyboard is.
- I got a new g-mail account and I now live by google calendar.
- I am designing an Opera. omgnotimeformyself.
- Everyone is not well, but everyone is getting better.

Things that have happened to me recently:
- Tickets to Prague.
- Plans for new hair.
- Arguments with the ginger one.
- Making new friends.
- Realizing I was sort of in a relationship. Liking this realization.
- Yellow roses and purple tulips.
- Theatre in the back of a pub, and theatre on a very big stage.
- A Victorian house and a religious couple.

This year is a good, good year.

- Dagger.

Saturday 19 March 2011

Wednesday 16 March 2011

Tuesday,Wednesday Break My Heart

its not friday. and im not in love

but that doesn't mean im not in a really good mood today

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Tuesday 15 March 2011

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Sunday 13 March 2011

Almost All Her Life

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Saturday 12 March 2011

Friday 11 March 2011

I Don't Believe In Magic Anymore

the smiths are helping me through my essay which i should be writing instead of this blog post

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Chase All Your Cares Away

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Thursday 10 March 2011

With All Our Dignity Just In Place

reasons why today has been a good day:
productivity
good feed back
hair that has stayed perfect despite gale force winds
cream eggs
coffee breaks
pleated skirts

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Wednesday 9 March 2011

Tuesday 8 March 2011

Earth Intruders

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Monday 7 March 2011

Away

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Saturday 5 March 2011

so all day i've had a banging headache and i feel exhausted but i have lots of shiny new toys to play with... and i've got my happy face on

(this is my first blog post from my shiny new macbook :D ) 

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Friday 4 March 2011

Wednesday 2 March 2011

Show Me Forgiveness

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All My Friends Are Getting Married

i've been awake half an hour and i have too much to do today that doesn't include sitting in bed and browsing design blogs...

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Tuesday 1 March 2011

My Sister Says

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Monday 28 February 2011

Sunday 27 February 2011

Friday 25 February 2011

Just Be Crazy Like The Good Old Days

21 today... and i have received a very interesting present..

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Thursday 24 February 2011

Only Half Bad

"i think your problem is that you just haven't been laid in so long... maybe you should go out and get yourself a bit of birthday sex?"

my friends give terrible advice

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- Dagger. 

Wednesday 23 February 2011

"YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND. my best friend that i told everything to. you were my best friend and now you can't even look at me"

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Monday 21 February 2011

Sorrow Won't Call

 i actually have no idea what i'm doing... at.all.

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Sunday 20 February 2011

'I feel i need a writer in my life'
'why?'
'because...because i want to be written'

-The life of the mind- sue lanzon

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Friday 18 February 2011

Thursday 17 February 2011

Becoming George

i am using up on my energy on this
and i just can't bare to do anything else

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Tuesday 15 February 2011

Monday 14 February 2011


- Dagger. 
Last year I was adamant today is a horribly heterosexual affair.
This year I am convinced it is just a horribly horrid affair for everyone.

- Dagger.

Sunday 13 February 2011

Saturday 12 February 2011

Life Is Bare

 -Rebecca Swan

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Friday 11 February 2011

Heal Your Shrinking Soul

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 gehard demetz

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Thursday 10 February 2011

You've Got My Backbone, Take My Heart Aswell

last night i played the role of 'the girl that cries in the kebab shop'

today i am playing the role of 'the pretentious looking art student who only wears black and pretends not to be hung over'

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Wednesday 9 February 2011


- Dagger. 

I Know That You Know What I Mean

"I DO is an active state. it's a positive affirmation. I am in control, and i move forward towards a goal or a wish or a desire. there is no fear. in terms of a relationship, things are fine and peaceful. i am the good mother. i am generous and caring- the giver, the provider. it is the 'i love you' no matter what.
THE UNDO is the unravelling. the torment that things are not right and the anxiety of not knowing what to do. there can be total destruction in an attempt to find an answer, and there can be terrific violence that decends into depression. one is immobile in the wake of fear. it is the view from the bottom of the well. in terms of relationship to others, it's a total rejection and destruction. it is the return of the repressed. i take things away. i smash things, relations are broken. i am the bad mother. it is the disappearance of the love object. the guilt leads to a deep despair and passivity. one retreats into ones lair to stragtegize, recover and regroup.
THE REDO means a solution is found to the problem. it may not be the final answer, but there is an attempt to go forward. you get terms of relationships to others, the reparation and reconciliation has been achieved. things are back to normal. there is love and hope again. " - Bourgeois

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Tuesday 8 February 2011

In The Morning I Am Waking And I'm Wondering Why Its Me That Ended Up Like This

my pen pot just fell over on my desk and a note fell out of it

it says-
"i love you lots..."

how. sad.

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She Weren't That Pretty, I Ain't Too Smart

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"The only thing I've come to trust,
Is an orgasmic rush of lust.
Rose tints my world, keeps me safe from my trouble of pain."
- Rocky Horror.

Yes.

- Dagger.

Monday 7 February 2011

Scene

i am beyond disappointed with black swan

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