You Saw Me Standing Alone, Without A Dream In My Heart, Without A Love Of My Own

happy valentines everyone

lady of the house of love

yesterday i was treated to a very romantic evening and it was lovely

there were:

kisses

flowers

sweeties

tea

a 'mix tape' that actually had photos not songs

a lush bath

candles

strawberries

squirty cream

a massage

and quite possibly the best sex ever

lady of the house of love

Head Over Feet

"You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
....
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for"

this song is lame and so am i... but we all knew this anyway

lady of the house of love

"I Love You Because You Don't Have A Penis"

lady of the house of love

For Me And My Gal

i'm pretty sure it was destiny that i met you

lady of the house of love

Love Will Save Our Souls

back in leicester
my god the weather has turned cold...i am not impressed by this

Decanter and i had a very lovely and busy weekened
i might share some of my exhibition photos with you all

we decided to quit uni, move in with my family and become high class escorts

lady of the house of love

It Keeps Me Awake But I Don't Mind

i feel more creative since i met you

lady of the house of love

.

'Lisa has been going out with Jimmy for almost four months. She is 19 and works in a hairdressing salon. Jimmy came in for a haircut, they got chatting and he asked her out. She says "I fancied him at once, he's just my type, and I was really pleased when he asked me if I'd like to go and see a film with him. But when it came to the Saturday night I was very nervous. When you don't know someone it's always awkward at first. You wonder if he's going to make a move, and if he doesn't, will it be because he doesn't want to blow it, or because he doesn't fancy you after all. You spend ages worrying about what to wear and what to say, because you want to look your best and not make an idiot out of yourself... In the end, with Jimmy it was okay. After the film, he suggested getting something to eat and it was really easy to talk to him. By the end of the evening, it felt like we'd known each other for ages and it just seemed normal when he said he'd call me the next day.
All Sunday I was a nervous wreck waiting for the phone to ring and by six in the evening, I was sure it wasn't. I felt really miserable, so when he did call at 7:30 to suggest going out for a drink I felt almost lightheaded, and I went from total gloom to total happiness.
Later on, I confessed I'd thought he'd changed his mind and he explained that he hadn't been able to ring earlier; he'd had to get hold of some mates to let them know he wasn't going to meet them as he'd previously arranged. So, I began to hope that he felt the same way as I did.
How did I feel? It's hard to put into words. I don't think I was actually in love with him at that stage, but I know I could be falling in love. I knew I wanted to go on seeing him. I was sexually attracted to him. I wanted him to kiss me, and I wanted to make love to him. But, at the same time, I was frightened about being in a situation where sex could be an issue just in case he didn't want a girlfriend, just someone to take to bed."
Lisa and Jimmy went out together four more times before they made love. Lisa says: "It seems dreadful when you think about it like that, but it just seemed very natural. By that time we'd admitted how we felt about each other and we'd talked so much that it was as if we'd been going out for ages. It felt good just being together. So, making love seemed right and it just made everything more intense, more perfect".'
Extract from 'The 6 Stages Of Love' from 'Woman's World, June, 1990.

-Dagger.

Just Haven't Earned It Yet Baby

i have been feeling all mushy and emotional lately

so this is for Dagger:

we always said that one day we would become so alike that we would merge into one person but it would seem that we have switched rolls and have become each other instead-

we are the straight girl and the gay girl and the art girl and the fashion girl; the skinhead and the punk; the poetry composer and the illustrator; the model and photographer; the social recluse and the party goer; the hardworker and the sloth but most of all we are the friends who i hope will be friends for a very long time

it makes me happy knowing that you are as happy as i am

i will love you always

and i miss you

lady of the house of love

It Seems My Feet Can't Stand The Ground No More

i can't believe i have so many amazing people in my life right now

lady of the house of love

Love That Will Not Betray You, Dismay Or Enslave You,

It Will Set You Free

it would seem that there is an awkward conversation on the cards for when i go home this weekend

lady of the house of love

Oh Shit!...You're Like Naked

lady of the house of love

I Could Draw A Heart Around Your Faces!

love+vodka=lady+decanter

lady of the house of love

Friday I'm In Love

happy valentines everyone

lady of the house of love

XxX

A Boy Like Me

i think i would really enjoy being married to you

lady of the house of love

Lady Peaceful

i would just like to point out that i am currently typing this on a mac... that's right folks.... a fucking mac.... i'm still quite epically afraid of them however.

the team of wilberforce are sending their love, because i seem to need alot at this current moment in time.

my brain seems to have dissolved and i can't function or think or style my hair correctly and i'm going to fail this project amazingly due to the fact that there are far too many awesome people/things in this city to keep me distracted

i may have had this rant yesterday but the feeling has carried through to today i'm afraid

i can't get inspired or excited about any of this any more

i do however like uni, its like being at a festival

lady of the house of love

Somethings Happened In The Attic

this blog is being dedicated to the fact that:

we fail at blogging again

and for the fact that i've spent far too many nights with a certain girl drinking wine this week

and that i may or may not have an obsession with amazon

and that i still haven't got rid of this cold

and that i actually cleaned my room this week

and that i'm excited for my new project

and i love my inspirational stickers

and for hiding under blankets whilst watching horror films

and my general heart pounding love for the team we call wilberforce and of course my Dagger

lady of the house of love

XxX

Driving Me Insane

this christmas has not been so good for the lovings

-tis slightly depressings

lady of the house of love

21:39

"Nothing Is Stronger Than Love."

-Dagger