I Need A Change Of Skin

it just occurred to me that since we've been apart i haven't listened to Placebo...not once.

so it goes...

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I Bet We Had A Better Time Than You

today has been spent on coaches and in fabric shops

and now i'm going to strut around the living room in my new boots... just because i can

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I Could Ice Some Strawberries

i noticed this morning that my legs are covered in bruises
but i have no idea where i got them from

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Unknown Pleasures

"There's a very fine line between being artistic and being a dickhead- it's like love and hate."- Peter Hook

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I Sleep With My Hands Across My Chest

yesterday was about lists...
this one is my favourite:

• good looks
• wit
• decent hair
• nice nose
• pretty face
• pots, pans and showergel
• good dress sense
• employable
• good tattoos
• a brain
• sense of humour
• clean bed
• really cool tshirt
• amazing boobs
• neat sewing
• no split personality

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Never Looked Better And You Can't Stand It

Reasons why today sucks:

1. waking up very late
2. noisy neighbours
3. slipping on black ice
4. walking into a pole
5. burning fingers on irons
6. having not eaten for 24 hours
7. pasta leakage all over the inside of my bag

Reasons why today is awesome:

1. really trashy teenage tunes
2. singing in the kitchen
3. planned cinema trip with the prospect of ALOT of ice cream
4. really really like beyond awesome friends
5. smoothies
6. warm ears
7. finished toiles
8. no stress about my review
9. leggings that don't have holes in them

lady of the house of love

So I am sitting bed an I am reading and I am wearing my own jumper but it smells like you and I find this lovely because I secretly find you very lovely and last night I was so tired I could have cried and you think I am cute even when my face is puffy.

- Dagger.

Friends Are Much Harder To Find Than Lovers

something to think about dear readers

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Let My Dream Of Happiness Come True

this is me not talking about you on my blog

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Infiltrate Imagination

i have been listening to this band way too much lately

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"My name is Zizi. I am French and militant in the Movement de Libération de la Femme. As far as my establishment in time is concerned, I'm twenty-three years old."


- Dagger.

I'm Working On Erasing You, But I Just Don't Have The Proper Tools

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Ziggy Played

i feel irritated by you for no reason

and yes ... i am always right



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All Our Most Brilliant Friends Are Doubting Themselves

i wish i went to a uni that encouraged my design style... i would really love to go into business with you all

lady of the house i love

You should love me back simply because it fucking hurts that you don't.

- Dagger.

Nice Things That Have Happened To Me:

- Pink carnations to match my dress.
- Walking home from Southend with no socks on.
- Sitting on a sofa in a flat above a gay bar with your arm around me.
- Sleeping in a Penn State tee-shirt.
- Walking home from Romford in six inch heels with your number in my bra.
- Kissing at a chip van.
- Falling in love on a film set. Twice.
- Renting 'Some Like It Hot' and first kisses in orange light.
- Falling in love in the rain.
- Spending a night with an Italian.
- Holding hands, and being kissed on the forehead in your kitchen.
- Sleeping in a Guns'n'Roses tee-shirt.
- A single red rose.

I think you are so fucking unbearably fucking cute when you've just got out the shower and you're just wearing a hoodie and the way you push your sleeves up and your fucking guitarists fingers and the fucking nice things you call me and the way that you know exactly how to make a cup of tea and the fucking hugs you give that just fucking make everything better again.

You are both hurting me so fucking much and neither of you care.

- Dagger.

"I thought that if you knew me that well and you could walk away from me, I thought there must be something really wrong with me."

- Cat, Lip Service.

- Dagger.

I'm Working On Drawing A Straight Line

i should have realised sooner that our views about life were just too different...
you think that life is meant to be fun
i think its meant to be hard

lady of the house of love

Lets Grow Old Together And Die At The Same Time

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He Confessed His Body Was Burning

i have so much work to do i'm actually considering throwing myself in the river...that might make things easier for everyone involved

lady of the house of love

I Really Like Being Kissed On The Forehead.

- Dagger.

You Could Meet Someone Who Really Loves You

today has left me wondering if i'm really that easy to get over
...i probably shouldn't care this much any more...

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There Never Were Any Good Old Days

 if i had my way... i'd be a 6 year old forever

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Mine Was The Heart I Never Thought You Would Break

i've had a really terrible day

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You Stole My Heart And That's What Really Hurts

" There is something about yourself that you don't know. Something that you will deny even exists, until its too late to do anything about it. Its the only reason you get up in the morning. The only reason you suffer the shitty puss, the blood, the sweat and the tears. This is because you want people to know how good, attractive, generous, funny, wild and clever you really are. Fear or revere me but please think i'm special. We share an addiction, we're all approval junkies. We're all in it for the slap on the back and the gold watch. The hip-hip-hoo-funkin' rah look at the clever boy with the badge, polishing his trophy. Shine on you crazy diamond because we're just monkeys wrapped in suits begging for the approval of others."
-Jake Green in Revolver 2005

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Step Aside Its My Day

i don't know what you want me to say but i know there's something you aren't telling me

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Touching From A Distance

because i want to use nude latex in my collection

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Reasons Today Is Quite Lovely:

- Hot chocolate with cinnamon.
- Rolls with pesto.
- Sex Pistols pyjamas.
- Programmes about bed and breakfasts.
- The fact that I am not drunk.
- The way I am currently enjoying being single.
- The fact that I have a section in my dissertation called 'Monkey Skulls'.
- The date I am looking forward to.

I know I will be okay.

- Dagger.

Somewhere Out Roaming Tonight

The rain is heavy today and its freezing in here. i wish i had the balls to talk to you.

lady of the house of love

One day I will not understand why I was so upset.

- Dagger. 

Reasons You Are A Hypocritical Bastard:

- If what we had was so amazing, you would not want to not have it.
- If it's not black and white, if it's not even colour then it is not worth your time. We had something better than that and you know it you fucker.
- No we cannot be friends. We have not been friends for ages. We have not been friends since I stayed out with you till ten cos you did not want to go back to your mum's and I brought you chips and you broke my heart.
- "Right person wrong time" it is obviously not the wrong time for the new girl you are fucking.

You hurt me so fucking much and I cannot fucking tell you because you do not fucking care.
The last time I saw you you told me we would probably get back together cos how could we not? we're never going to find someone that's better for us.

I bet she has really long hair and really big boobs. You fucker.

This is such a drunk, angry fucking hurt blog post.

- Dagger.

One More For The Road

"To be nobody but yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you somebody else is the hardest battle you will ever fight"
-E.E Cummings

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Coffee And Stalking

today the sun is shining and i feel peaceful

...i should get drunk on old wine and make awkward sexual advances more often

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Jesus It must be Great To Be Straight.

I have not posted here for ages. Apparently I cannot write honest things anymore.


I'm just checking in to tell you life is awful and big and utterly wonderful.

- Dagger.

Furnished Ground

on the way home i kicked leaves and realised that i don't need you any more

lady of the house of love