Pass Me That Lovely Little Gun

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We Place Our Drive Through Orders

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Just Be Crazy Like The Good Old Days

21 today... and i have received a very interesting present..

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Only Half Bad

"i think your problem is that you just haven't been laid in so long... maybe you should go out and get yourself a bit of birthday sex?"

my friends give terrible advice

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- Dagger. 

"YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND. my best friend that i told everything to. you were my best friend and now you can't even look at me"

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Sorrow Won't Call

 i actually have no idea what i'm doing... at.all.

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'I feel i need a writer in my life'
'why?'
'because...because i want to be written'

-The life of the mind- sue lanzon

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It Couldn't Feel As Dark

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Becoming George

i am using up on my energy on this
and i just can't bare to do anything else

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Too Many Big Black Boots

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- Dagger. 

Last year I was adamant today is a horribly heterosexual affair.
This year I am convinced it is just a horribly horrid affair for everyone.

- Dagger.

You Saw Me Standing Alone, Without A Dream In My Heart, Without A Love Of My Own

happy valentines everyone

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Clouds

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Life Is Bare

 -Rebecca Swan

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Heal Your Shrinking Soul

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 gehard demetz

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You've Got My Backbone, Take My Heart Aswell

last night i played the role of 'the girl that cries in the kebab shop'

today i am playing the role of 'the pretentious looking art student who only wears black and pretends not to be hung over'

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- Dagger. 

I Know That You Know What I Mean

"I DO is an active state. it's a positive affirmation. I am in control, and i move forward towards a goal or a wish or a desire. there is no fear. in terms of a relationship, things are fine and peaceful. i am the good mother. i am generous and caring- the giver, the provider. it is the 'i love you' no matter what.
THE UNDO is the unravelling. the torment that things are not right and the anxiety of not knowing what to do. there can be total destruction in an attempt to find an answer, and there can be terrific violence that decends into depression. one is immobile in the wake of fear. it is the view from the bottom of the well. in terms of relationship to others, it's a total rejection and destruction. it is the return of the repressed. i take things away. i smash things, relations are broken. i am the bad mother. it is the disappearance of the love object. the guilt leads to a deep despair and passivity. one retreats into ones lair to stragtegize, recover and regroup.
THE REDO means a solution is found to the problem. it may not be the final answer, but there is an attempt to go forward. you get terms of relationships to others, the reparation and reconciliation has been achieved. things are back to normal. there is love and hope again. " - Bourgeois

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In The Morning I Am Waking And I'm Wondering Why Its Me That Ended Up Like This

my pen pot just fell over on my desk and a note fell out of it

it says-
"i love you lots..."

how. sad.

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She Weren't That Pretty, I Ain't Too Smart

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"The only thing I've come to trust,
Is an orgasmic rush of lust.
Rose tints my world, keeps me safe from my trouble of pain."
- Rocky Horror.

Yes.

- Dagger.

Scene

i am beyond disappointed with black swan

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"I could not be a painter. The two dimensions do not satisfy me. I have to have the reality given by the third dimension"- Bourgeois

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Take Care Now

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Lights On The Highway

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The Hero Loves As Well As You.

And you in your boxers and me in the pyjamas I am wearing this very second and I told you how there was not a woman before you and how I wanted there to be a woman and the way you told me you wanted me, and the way you told me you wanted me one more time before I went and the text I sent you and the next time, at mine, and kissing you outside, not wanting to do you in the filthy toilets of a familiar club and my bed here, topless, bleeding and doing it just for you and kissing you afterwards and not wanting you to leave in the morning and you in your boxers and me in my pyjamas and my hand being held and your necklaces and that time here and being on top and doing it how you wanted and me in just a cardigan and touching it and you making me a cup of tea and knowing I'm tweeting about you and smiling at me and that time at yours when everything was horrible and you trying to take my trousers off and kissing me.

- Dagger. 

"She Was On The Way To The Bank And I Jumped In Front Of Her Car"

 i don't want to be broken and alone again

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Mean Things That Were Said To Me Yesterday:

- I was thinking about it, and our relationship sucked.
- You were just a shag on a sofa.
- You've gotten fat.
- Okay, no, you're getting fat.

Nice things were said as well.

I was quite pleased that I hadn't drunk text anyone last night, and then I realised I was in a pub with exactly everyone whom I have ever drunk text, and I elected to lean on the bar and tell everyone the story of the Bachee instead.

I hate that I utterly fancy you even when you're really drunk and talking about bucket vaginas.

- Dagger.

AND I'M LIKE FUCK YOU

 so, i made my hand in.. surely i should be feeling amazing instead of considering scratching out my own eyes?

sometimes i really hate this

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Do You Know Where You Are?

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I Keep Trying To Forget You.

But I think I know you love me too.

- Dagger.