Nice set.

- Dagger.

I feel so ridiculous waiting by the telephone for someone who'll never ring.

Of course he'll never ring, for I am not as smooth, skinny nor as blonde as Lady Gaga.

Maybe if I started shaving my legs again, more boys and girls would ring me when they promise to.

- Dagger.

You've Got So Much To Live For Darling, While I'm Just Dying To Stay Alive

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Things I Have Realised Today:

- I do not cope with the heat very well.

- I drunk a lot when you left me. Actually, I drunk a worrying amount when you left me, and I don't know why.

- I possibly should not have taken my top off before opening all the curtains and windows in my room.

- Cute guy in the co-op is actually really cute.

- I do not listen to The Cure nearly enough as I should do.

- Your girlfriend is actually really fit. I honestly hope you are happy together.

- You used to fascinate me, and I can't quite place why. I hope you're okay eventually, and I hope you aren't alone eventually.

- Getting off that train on Friday made me ridiculously happy.

- I apparently slept with two receipts in my bed last night.

I can't quite explain how I'm feeling about life right now, but I feel 'content' sums it up quite nicely.

I'm sorry I keep waking you up.

I'm sorry things didn't work out, but only vaguely.

Let me take your hands I'm shaking like milk.

- Dagger.

Behold, the happiness!

- Dagger.

They Built A Statue Of Us

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Just Alone With My Thoughts

i just wanted to wish you an early Happy Birthday my darling

you mean the world to me

lady of the house of love

- Dagger.

Life Is Beautiful.

- Dagger.

"She isn't my wife, really. We just have some kids. No, no kids, not even kids. Sometimes, though, it feels as if we had kids. She isn't beautiful, she's... easy to live with. No, she isn't. That's why I don't live with her."

- Dagger.

Things That Make Me Happy:

- The fact that I am not in love with you.
- Cheese on toast.
- Dancing.
- The fact that you understood last night.
- Hats.
- Making theatre.
- The fact that you've started texting me again.
- How much of an amazing friend you are.
- Using your hair gel.
- Showering.
- Film. Film. Film.
- The noise of a super 8 camera.
- Persepolis.

Life is so so good.

- Dagger.

Gone Before The Morning Comes

"Permit me to warn reckless young women:seeing the trap doesn't prevent you from getting caught in it and that doubles the pleasure"

lady of the house of love

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I had a dream the other day where my sofa bed was pulled out. Lots of people were sitting with me chatting. The only person I recognised was you. You started telling me we didn't work out becuase f always came first. I told you I knew. I told you f always came first for me too. You tried to kiss me. I asked you not to. I told you I didn't want to kiss you anymore.

- Dagger.

Whores Use Rouge.

- I get butterflies every time I ring you.
- I am too nervous to actually start researching my research project.
- I should really learn how to spell "dissertation."
- I eat too much junk food.
- I don't regret kissing you, and would probably do it again if the right amount of alcohol were involved.
- I need new lip balm.
- I wish I could talk more than one language.
- Rain is beautiful.
- Colour is beautiful.

I'm off to try and discreetly buy a pizza in my PJ's with my hood up.

- Dagger.

We Saw Billy Idol And It Rained.

- Dagger.

Do We Ever Have Enough?

"I would have given my soul away too easily (clearly it doesn't weigh much), and thrown my body in for good measure- a free gift."
-Claude Cahun

lady of the house of love

the sound of the rain is being ruined by my flat mates bad music

i'm wearing your t shirt

and i cant wait for you to come home

lady of the house of love

Sky Phenomenon

so lady went to graduate fashion week

it was fun

but i've realised that models are actually a whole different species

and i left feeling very short and rather wide

-Donna Marie Ratcliffe, De Montfort University

now i didn't design this collection but i did help to make it... thumbs up for lady! (i would like to point out that that purple pom pom jumper took me a age!)

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I've realised I fall in love with anyone with a vaugely European accent.

- Dagger.

Random Thoughts:

A random blast from the past seeing though I'm on my parent's desktop.
From back in the day when I painted my nails, plucked my eyebrows, shaved my legs, wore eyeliner and liked boys.

- I worry about you, and I worry about myself.
- I want this job so badly my toenails ache for it.
- I really enjoyed texting you this afternoon.
- I don't know who I am anymore, but that's okay.
- I don't know who you are anymore, and that's sort of not okay.
- I miss you, I honestly miss you. This suprises me, but I hope the awkwardness ends.
- I met a DOP and he changed my life. And not you, and not in a romantic sense. But he let me ask questions and look at what he was framing and change his light bulbs and I wanted to be him ever so badly and he told me that was okay.
- We should watch 'Persepolis' more often.
- We should do things on our roof top more often.
- I've already got hit on twice in my play suit.
- Friendship is beautiful, and I can't believe it took me so long to realise this.

- Dagger.

A Valentine...

"You will not read the riddle, though you will do the best you can do"
- Edgar Allan Poe

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People Like You Find It Easy

my dear readers...
there are a few things i would like to point out about myself-in case you have yet to notice.

i am selfish, stubborn and lazy.
if something does not directly effect me or my life i really couldn't care less.
i have a habit of zoning out when people are trying to talk to me.
i am in a bad mood 80% of the time.
the smallest thing can change my mood from happy to depressed.
i'm pretty much average in all areas of my life/ character.
this is not likely to change any time soon.

so i'm afraid dear reader you'll just have to learn to accept this

either that or you can stop reading my posts

lady of the house of love

He's Not There To Be With You

"Homosexuality is God's way of making sure that the truly gifted aren't burdened with brats"
-Sebastian Horsley

i need to stop napping in the evening

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Cider Fueled Blogging.

- Everything you film is so epically beautiful. You are so very talented, and I always seem to forget this, but then it all comes rushing back and it makes me so very jealous.
- Very very soon I shall own a camera and I shall point it at things in a pleasing fashion.
- I will kiss you on Saturday.
- It's not that gory.
- You're not that fit.
- Next year it'll be me handing out business cards.
- I want my final collection to be accessories only, and I will fight very hard for them to let me do this.
- I was going to type something poignant, but I can't quite remember what now.
- Oh, yes, I am very excited about my dissitation.

There is actually cider on my wedges and no one in my pants.

- Dagger.

I've Seen Better Days But I Don't Care

why am i only finding out about this now?!and why are all the inspiring people dying?!

this is a sad day

lady of the house of love

I am too shocked to say anything poetic, but believe me, the world will miss you.

- Dagger.

There She Goes, My Beautiful World

"I needed some new way to fill in the gap between now and the grave.

Sex. That was a good answer."

-Sebastian Horsley

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If You're Gonna Dine With Cannibals... Sooner Or Later Darling You're Gonna Get Eaten

my book still hasn't turned up... this makes lady sad

but the rain sounds beautiful which cheers lady up a bit

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