my mother basically just told me that i would grow old alone, take up bell ringing and have 100s of cats.
thanks for having my back mum.
lady of the house of love
thanks for having my back mum.
lady of the house of love
Monday, 25 April 2011
Monday, 18 April 2011
It Gets In My Head
today has been horrific... last night my mac book broke and i spent 4 hours in the apple store today... and now ive been waiting for 3 hours for my files to transfer so i can actually do some work
f.m.l
lady of the house of love
f.m.l
lady of the house of love
Saturday, 16 April 2011
Saturday, 9 April 2011
Okay...Hit It
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Thursday, 7 April 2011
Are You Willing?
"if i can do it by myself in 30 seconds why on earth would i want to spend an hour doing it with somebody else?!"
lady of the house of love
Wednesday, 6 April 2011
A Heavy Heart To Carry
i feel this says alot about my adult life in general
lady of the house of love
Monday, 4 April 2011
Saturday, 2 April 2011
Friday, 1 April 2011
Thursday, 31 March 2011
Wednesday, 30 March 2011
Happy Without You
i now fully remember why i love this man
-time of my life
lady of the house of love
lady of the house of love
Tuesday, 29 March 2011
What Fear Do You Depend?
lady of the house of love
Sunday, 27 March 2011
Friday, 25 March 2011
Thursday, 24 March 2011
I Only Want To Make You Smile
i think its time i had a nice little ramble about my day because i haven't had one for quite a while and i had a very interesting day yesterday...
so i went to London...
treated myself to a latte and muffin...hmmm saw a woman on the platform who looked exactly like Helen Miren... text XX about it... may or may not have been told i was attractive... i can't quite tell.
had a very successful morning of fabric shopping... which included a little flirting for samples...treated myself to a fancy sandwich and a pot of tea as reward.
saw the yohji yamamoto exhibtion... felt inspired... sat in the sun with my book to kill some time- now this is when it gets interesting:
"hi there" (in a thick american accent)
i look up to find a check shirt wearing man standing above with a rather cheeky smile on his face:
"im in London for a few days and i was wondering if you could recommend me any cool places to hang out because i thought that you looked pretty cool and might be able to suggest somewhere i can go tonight"
...so then after this i spent 2 hours walking and talking with this man about varying things including: fashion,art, ceramics, drug dealers, fetish parties, tattoos, LA, London, white trash and beer.
it was refreshing and at the same time slightly odd.
then saw an awesome gig
discovered that i possibly have alcoholic tendencies in that i can't go a week without a drink
failed miserably at trying to sleep on the train
got told i sucked by XX
shared a taxi with 3 random women
collapsed in bed
and i have spent today being productive in the studio... and now i am going to fall into bed because i am quite literally dead on my feet
lady of the house of love
so i went to London...
treated myself to a latte and muffin...hmmm saw a woman on the platform who looked exactly like Helen Miren... text XX about it... may or may not have been told i was attractive... i can't quite tell.
had a very successful morning of fabric shopping... which included a little flirting for samples...treated myself to a fancy sandwich and a pot of tea as reward.
saw the yohji yamamoto exhibtion... felt inspired... sat in the sun with my book to kill some time- now this is when it gets interesting:
"hi there" (in a thick american accent)
i look up to find a check shirt wearing man standing above with a rather cheeky smile on his face:
"im in London for a few days and i was wondering if you could recommend me any cool places to hang out because i thought that you looked pretty cool and might be able to suggest somewhere i can go tonight"
...so then after this i spent 2 hours walking and talking with this man about varying things including: fashion,art, ceramics, drug dealers, fetish parties, tattoos, LA, London, white trash and beer.
it was refreshing and at the same time slightly odd.
then saw an awesome gig
discovered that i possibly have alcoholic tendencies in that i can't go a week without a drink
failed miserably at trying to sleep on the train
got told i sucked by XX
shared a taxi with 3 random women
collapsed in bed
and i have spent today being productive in the studio... and now i am going to fall into bed because i am quite literally dead on my feet
lady of the house of love
Tuesday, 22 March 2011
Supposing That You Won't Sleep Tonight
and i've got a really sore finger but still... London tomorrow
lady of the house of love
Monday, 21 March 2011
I Have A Life Of My Own Now And Nothing Compares
"Work is an essential part of being alive. Your work is your identity"
Sunday, 20 March 2011
I have not posted here in ages. Reasons for this:
- I have been ill in a "I can't really move my head" sort of way.
- I have been ill in a "I need to have lots of blood tests and sticks shoved into my womb" sort of way.
- I am rarely aware of where my USB keyboard is.
- I got a new g-mail account and I now live by google calendar.
- I am designing an Opera. omgnotimeformyself.
- Everyone is not well, but everyone is getting better.
Things that have happened to me recently:
- Tickets to Prague.
- Plans for new hair.
- Arguments with the ginger one.
- Making new friends.
- Realizing I was sort of in a relationship. Liking this realization.
- Yellow roses and purple tulips.
- Theatre in the back of a pub, and theatre on a very big stage.
- A Victorian house and a religious couple.
This year is a good, good year.
- Dagger.
Saturday, 19 March 2011
Friday, 18 March 2011
Wednesday, 16 March 2011
Tuesday,Wednesday Break My Heart
its not friday. and im not in love
but that doesn't mean im not in a really good mood today
lady of the house of love
but that doesn't mean im not in a really good mood today
lady of the house of love
Tuesday, 15 March 2011
Sunday, 13 March 2011
Saturday, 12 March 2011
Friday, 11 March 2011
I Don't Believe In Magic Anymore
lady of the house of love
Thursday, 10 March 2011
With All Our Dignity Just In Place
productivity
good feed back
hair that has stayed perfect despite gale force winds
cream eggs
coffee breaks
pleated skirts
lady of the house of love
Wednesday, 9 March 2011
Tuesday, 8 March 2011
Monday, 7 March 2011
Sunday, 6 March 2011
Saturday, 5 March 2011
Friday, 4 March 2011
Wednesday, 2 March 2011
All My Friends Are Getting Married
lady of the house of love
Tuesday, 1 March 2011
Monday, 28 February 2011
Sunday, 27 February 2011
Friday, 25 February 2011
Just Be Crazy Like The Good Old Days
lady of the house of love
Thursday, 24 February 2011
Only Half Bad
"i think your problem is that you just haven't been laid in so long... maybe you should go out and get yourself a bit of birthday sex?"
my friends give terrible advice
lady of the house of love
my friends give terrible advice
lady of the house of love
Wednesday, 23 February 2011
Monday, 21 February 2011
Sunday, 20 February 2011
Friday, 18 February 2011
Thursday, 17 February 2011
Becoming George
and i just can't bare to do anything else
lady of the house of love
Tuesday, 15 February 2011
Monday, 14 February 2011
Sunday, 13 February 2011
You Saw Me Standing Alone, Without A Dream In My Heart, Without A Love Of My Own
lady of the house of love
Saturday, 12 February 2011
Friday, 11 February 2011
Thursday, 10 February 2011
You've Got My Backbone, Take My Heart Aswell
last night i played the role of 'the girl that cries in the kebab shop'
today i am playing the role of 'the pretentious looking art student who only wears black and pretends not to be hung over'
lady of the house of love
today i am playing the role of 'the pretentious looking art student who only wears black and pretends not to be hung over'
lady of the house of love
Wednesday, 9 February 2011
I Know That You Know What I Mean
"I DO is an active state. it's a positive affirmation. I am in control, and i move forward towards a goal or a wish or a desire. there is no fear. in terms of a relationship, things are fine and peaceful. i am the good mother. i am generous and caring- the giver, the provider. it is the 'i love you' no matter what.
THE UNDO is the unravelling. the torment that things are not right and the anxiety of not knowing what to do. there can be total destruction in an attempt to find an answer, and there can be terrific violence that decends into depression. one is immobile in the wake of fear. it is the view from the bottom of the well. in terms of relationship to others, it's a total rejection and destruction. it is the return of the repressed. i take things away. i smash things, relations are broken. i am the bad mother. it is the disappearance of the love object. the guilt leads to a deep despair and passivity. one retreats into ones lair to stragtegize, recover and regroup.
THE REDO means a solution is found to the problem. it may not be the final answer, but there is an attempt to go forward. you get terms of relationships to others, the reparation and reconciliation has been achieved. things are back to normal. there is love and hope again. " - Bourgeois
lady of the house of love
THE UNDO is the unravelling. the torment that things are not right and the anxiety of not knowing what to do. there can be total destruction in an attempt to find an answer, and there can be terrific violence that decends into depression. one is immobile in the wake of fear. it is the view from the bottom of the well. in terms of relationship to others, it's a total rejection and destruction. it is the return of the repressed. i take things away. i smash things, relations are broken. i am the bad mother. it is the disappearance of the love object. the guilt leads to a deep despair and passivity. one retreats into ones lair to stragtegize, recover and regroup.
THE REDO means a solution is found to the problem. it may not be the final answer, but there is an attempt to go forward. you get terms of relationships to others, the reparation and reconciliation has been achieved. things are back to normal. there is love and hope again. " - Bourgeois
lady of the house of love
Tuesday, 8 February 2011
In The Morning I Am Waking And I'm Wondering Why Its Me That Ended Up Like This
my pen pot just fell over on my desk and a note fell out of it
it says-
"i love you lots..."
how. sad.
lady of the house of love
it says-
"i love you lots..."
how. sad.
lady of the house of love
Monday, 7 February 2011
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